Written by bskowron on July 4th, 2009
My best and closest friend ever is gone. I got the news last night and still can’t really believe it. We were like sticky stickers. A person for the best and the worst.
With my emotional roller coaster, she was like a bridge to my daily life. I don’t know how I will handle it without her. She was like my last hope that tomorrow will be a better day. No, it won’t.
I feel so bad that we had to split our paths.
If only I could put into words
The way I feel
Telling myself the situation’s not real
Lost and sometimes I feel
I have nowhere to go
Because you tell me it’s wrong
To let my feelings show
I’ve lost my place to turn
I know I fucked it up
I turned away
One too many times
Suffered from an ego trip
That left me fucking blind
Friends are telling me
The loneliness will go away
But the memories will be there
As long as
The ink in my fingers stays
I choose to stay away
Because I want to keep control
My head is thinking straight
But my heart says explode
The thought of someone else
Is much too much
And friendship means
You’re just beyond my touch
One love. 4.07.2009
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Written by bskowron on June 17th, 2009
It’s been a long time since I have posted here for thelast time (and in fact, it was the first time).
This website is about pictures, not about my words (at least not in classic form huh). And some time ago, I was reading my notebook, where was a lotta TO-DO lists for my daily tasks. What I’ve noticed, the most of tasks are done (or crossed down at least), but only apart from photos.
I’m sorry for that. I’m a lazy guy. I have 30-40GB of pictures which I haven’t checked nor edited yet. I promise to try my best in the upcoming days (or weeks…).
Ah, as you can see on the first picture, I wrote down a lot of ideas in my notebook about topics which I wanna present here. Hope they will be published soon.
b.
PS. Of course, “ZDJĘCIA” means “photos” in some part of this world…
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Tags: intro, notebook, todo
Written by bskowron on March 28th, 2009
[2009-03-01]
I was employed by promising company. 5 months past and i can’t stand up.
I can’t simple close my eyes and think that after 2 years i will be in the same place, work in the same company, share my flat with the same persons. Even, if I really like these things, I’m so scared not to make another moves.
Travelling, making unexpected (usually stupid) things…yeah, that is what keeps me free. My blood circulates faster and wanna blow up my vains. That’s how I really wanna live. On the edge, somewhere between rise and fall. And I know that my mom will ask me again and again (and she did it like 1000 times), why I can’t grow up and establish my life..
Oh mom, I’m so far, far from breaking!
So, I quit my job. Packed my bags and moved out from this wonderful city from Poland called Wrocław. Just to move somewhere. Discover new places and different cultures. Meet people, give something them, and get something back. Just to extend outlook on my own life.
And yeah! I got new destination, Lisbon! Olá amigos!
PS. Perhaps, in this post there are more words than in all futured together. I hope those words above describe what you can expect to find here. Just keep in mind that pictures will describe here more than any words.
PPS. Jakub Gustak, my comrade who moved with me to Portugal, took the picture of me which is used as a header on the top of this blog. He did it in Paris during our trip between Wrocław and Lisbon.
Check his photoblog http://xprocessed.blogspot.com out!
far, fa r f r o m b r e a k i n g !
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